Insecurities.. GET A LIFE

BTW this is mae, raquel and me..

these past few days.. somebody is breaking my privacy..

she or he is full of itch in her body...

INSECURITY is the right word for what she/he doing to me..

why should you be insecure... am not that pretty, not that perfect actually.

maybe because there's something in me that you cant resist.. you cant accept the fact that I'm much better than you...

well all i can say is "GET A LIFE"

My life was messed up.. and am trying to pick up my pieces.

Get a Life, you're not the kind of person that can drag me down..

FYI. i like people who are insecure with me... FAKERS. ^_^

From A Friend

It doesn't matter what other people think or say. I don't live to please
them. What matters is, I've made the most of what I have, I had fun, I learned
from what I've done and I've lived through it all despite the gossips and
intrigues. That's being real. Just live a life fearless of other people's
shadow...

This one is awesome.. These are the words that I've been looking for.. It suits me..

as i've read this phrase from a friend, Pranswa, it hits my innerself. and then I realized how much of my time Im wasting and had wasted. I lost myself. I never knew my own temple.As if I was been kidnapped and had erase my memories.

But now, Im back, trying to soar and fill the spaces and loses I had in the past. They are memories.. but they are stain in my life.

Lips on an angel

I love this song... and you better love this too.. or else?! i'll never forgive you..

LIPS OF AN ANGEL by HINDER
Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you I
guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel (And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why you calling me so late

CURSED???

Im so mad.. am furious... am horrified..
It feels like I wanna explode...
I just wanted to love and be love in return.
To be happy, to be really happy...
But why is it always in me..
The curse..
Am i cursed? am i a jinx?
Why is it me that is always flooded with problems..
Hypocrites surrounds me..
They are dragging me down...
I know I am strong... But why do I feel weak..
This set-up confuses me. and definetly tearing me apart..
I want to let the bitch find the bitch in me and
then its time for payback..

am hurt.. i dont wanna be lonely...

this kills me

why is it hard to be happy when you're inlove?
I worry, I do cry, I envy others.
I give everything yet it isnt enough.
Is it like this when you love someone?
or just stupid to fall for someone who cant see my worth?


-a quote from mae..

am busted.. wasted... why it is always like this...
am hurt.. full of burdens... and its killing me...

Lady Like by Storm Large

I love this song... one of my favorite... /no1

Ladylike(Storm Large)
I’m sorry about your girl
Little center of the universe
Axis turns the world
And you need a jet to get to her
Oh, the way she moves, attracts all kinds of focus
From all over the room
She smokes, not ladylike. She’s not ladylike
Mister, mister, big and tall
You take the world and spin it
You don’t fuck around at all, noYou’re in it, to win it
Then you can get the gold
And you go make some more
So you can win the girl
Cuz baby that’s who you’ve been working for
She’s big and she’s proud
And she knows what the world is about

chorus x2
Hey, what the fuck is ladylike
If ladies like to do what the fuck they like
Just like you, yeah. Just like you.
Look out man here comes another one
Well I’m so sorry about your wife
She’s up and off and running
Going on with her own life
Word to your mother
She’s stunning
And there’s a part of you
That’s just a little scared of her
Axis turns the world
And you need a jet to get to her
She’s great and she knows
How to wear the pants
And the rest of your clothes

chorus x2
What the fuck is ladylike
If ladies like to do what the fuck they like
Just like you, yeah. Just like you
Look out man here comes another one
On my knees or on all fours
From underneath Hear me roar

chorus x2
What the fuck is ladylike
If ladies like to do what the fuck they like
Just like you, yeah. Just like you
Look out man here comes

Headspin By Lukas Rossi

You should listen to this.... dont be sick of what I am posting coz they are really a good music.
They are history.. a stain in time...

Headspin(Lukas Rossi)
All I want to sayis you’re the sattellite in my lifeYou don’t have to lieYou don’t have to cry anymore
Lost inside your eyesThe vision never diesOh just take my handor float and never land
Then I hear you say“Let’s live for the moment this time”Then you want to keep me foreverWhy don’t you just make up your mind
Chorus:
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why do you
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why
You love to build me up
just to tear me down
Wouldn’t it be nice
if we found paradise someday
Then I hear you say
“Let’s live for the moment this time”
Then you want to keep me forever
Why don’t you just make up your mind

Chorus:
Did I hear you sayyou wanna be alone
Or was it a mistake
How would we ever know
I can’t hear you scream
You wanna be alone
I can’t hear you scream at mescream at me
I’m not perfect
I’m not perfect
No, no, no
I’m not perfect
I’m not perfect
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why do you
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Did I ever mean something
Did I ever mean something to you
Did I ever mean something
Did I ever mean something to you

This song was a record!!! It has very nice tempo, understandable and realistic lyrics and the message is so easy to understand... The rhytym is so easy to remember, as if it was a last song syndrome... so so so so so nice....
ROCKSTAR SUPERNOVA >>> one of my favorite..

Throw It Away(Toby Rand)
Verse 1:
I see the monsters causing trouble
In my head (oh ah oh….)
Hallucinations of a naturemaking me wanna scream aloud
Wake up girl your sleepy eyesare dripping morning sex (oh ah oh….)
The other night I couldn’t fight
and now I want revenge, my hazy lover

Chorus:
(I just don’t need itchemical dreamingthrowing it all away) x2
throwing it all away
These other people found the sequel
to my mistrust again (oh ah oh)
I want another life, to begin again
I want another life, to begin again
I can see the steeple,
Gonna kneel, do forgive my sins (oh ah oh….)

Chorus: ….
I just don’t need it chemical dreaming
throwing it all away
I just don’t need it, can’t stop bleeding
need a recovery
I just don’t need it chemical dreaming
throwing it all away

verse 1
chorus

Tough Day

Others question my reasoning, but they just dont see the inventiveness behind my logic...
or the logic behind my inventiveness. For that matter, my wackiness is attractive..


I got an argue with someone this morning.. My reasonings are misunderstood.. but i accept that fact, i could always be misunderstood. Because of my wordings, my thoughts and wacky perceptions...

damn stupidity

Why cant we get over lovin'someone who had hurt us badly??
... coz we still hold on to memories and happy thoughts even wishing to put it all back...
... we act so stupid by thinking that one day the person we used to love will return...
... we make ourselves dumb by reminiscing the moments shared with that person...
... we're closing the possibilities that we could be happy with other people
...we are so damn blinded by love that we were made to believe that it wont work out with anybody else.. but only with the one who hurt us.


------from my friend Mae Bico

Loving

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

Rockstar Supernova

I love the show! I love the contestant! I love the songs!
I am totally hook up with this. but it just came to an end
and Lukas Rossi did win. =( my favorite is Toby Rand and Dilana,
But they didnt win. they are such a great performer!!! hail to them!!
\m/(0.0)\m/

Visit http://rockstar.msn.com

LOVE

Love is such a clueless cycle of pain and hapiness.
You'll never know what will happen next.
Sometimes it brings out smiles, but causes tears afterwards..
But we never give up though we've been hurt a lot.
Maybe because its just a great feeling to cry then someone will come to wipe off your tears after...
... or to break into pieces while someone is breaking his own heart into pieces just to make you whole again.

Me and Mah Sister

Kimberly Ann F. Raymundo
She is my sister... My loving sister.. *ahem*
My sistah is the best sistah in the whole wide world...
ahehhe am not kiddin,evenif we have so many differences,
i can say that we also have a bunch of similarities...
and that makes us equal...

similarities:
happy person
mataray
smart
computer savvy
pretty *ahem*

differences:
none. except, she's wealthier than me ahahha ^_^

Stabbed me but You've Failed

"Like an assasin you stab me with the most dramatic ending to my so-called fairy tale and leaving me sucking a huge plastic ball slowly down my throat.. I sulk in despair like the pathetic psychopath you all feed me to believe i am. but in the end?.. i still and always win. you love me. this i know"



~~~means even how hard you put me down, you will never get the chance to bring me down.. even you've tried to betray and ruin me, you cant see me break down and fall.. Im not that strong inside but i can hold on to my beliefs and pride... dont deceived me cause i might be misunderstood. am not who you think i am. so dont pretend you know everything...

Its been a long time...

Its almost a month since i fin'lly blog up..
things are bit messed up today.. Im depressed, and kinda disturb.
I dont know whats happenin around me, seems its eatin me..
No communication between me and my honey...
No internet connection...
No hapiness, enjoyment...
None... There's nothing special on my journey these days...

My routines were just the same as yesterday's events..
I wake up, then got my self hooked up in the DVD collection
of my mom, the 24, from season 1 to 5. I am really "INTO" that series.
It's nice coz my brain is working when im watching that. I also THINK.

My buddy these days were the TELEVISION and the 24 series.
Its good to be back again guys..


--this is kate raymundo, a federal agent... ^_^

3 things

When you love, never stick only to what your heart feels...
Remember that sometimes, using your brain is a necessity...
Next, Never use your eyes to cry for the one who fooled you..
Instead, use it to search for the right one...
Lastly, dont be scared of breaking up...
Keeping a relationship with an evil partner is much scary...
Take note,
Love the one who will fight for you and will never leave you no matter what..
Someone whom youve hurt unintentionally, yet still embraces you with so much love..

What VAMPIRE clan you belong to?

ayed this is a quiz that will tell you which clan of vampire you from..

VAMPIRE TEST

My result:

You scored as Toreador. You belong to the Toreador bloodline. Often regarded as vain or shallow, the Toreador are blessed with a striking, almost supernatural beauty. Toreador are so driven by the pursuit of beauty that they are often highly connected with art, music, or theater. While they do have a uncanny ability to seduce and manipulate mortals, many other vampires simply dismiss them as decadant pretty-boys.

Toreador ---- 96%
I am a proud Poseurs Darqtanian...

The Toreador are called many things - "degenerates," "artistes," "poseurs" and "hedonists" being but a few. But any such lumpen categorization does the clan a disservice. Depending on the individual and her mood, Toreador are alternately elegant and flamboyant, brilliant and ludicrous, visionary and dissipated. Perhaps the only truism that can be applied to the clan is its members' aesthetic zeal. Whatever a Toreador does, she does with passion. Whatever a Toreador is, she is with passion


Now you know.. maybe its time to bring it on.... MONSTERSGAME WORLD 3..
You'll meet your foes and bro's here

Its not what you think...

Sometimes the most important thing that we get from a relationship is not the guarantee of permanence but the lesson that we learn from it when it fails.

Its not how much love we've received but how much love we've given,
Its not how many tears we've shed but how much laughter we've shared,
Its not how many times we were accepted but how many times we've understand when we were rejected.

In the end its not always how much hapiness we had because of love but how much love we've given, that made others happy.

Ive learned..Now its ur turn

Ive learned....

-that you cannot make someone love you.All you can do is be someone who can be loved.The rest is up to them.

-that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back.

-that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

-that it’s not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.

-that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you’d better know something.

-that you shouldn’t compare yourself to the best others can do.

-that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

-that it’s taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

-that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them..

-that you can keep going long after you can’t.

-that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

-that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

-that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be
something else to take its place.

-that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

-that money is a lousy way of keeping score..

-that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

-that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re down will be the ones to help you get back up.

-that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.

-that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

-that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

-that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them
and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.

-that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.

-that your family won’t always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren’t related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren’t biological.

-that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

-that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

-that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

-that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

-that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.

-that we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

-that you shouldn’t be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

-that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

-that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.

-that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don’t even know you.

-that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

-that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

-that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

-that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings and
standing up for what you believe.

---- i've learned that.. now its your time to learn these...Its a good thing that i've found these things, it made me glad, and realize things that i need to know...thanks to the source....

Acceptance

Acceptance is a hard thing to master -- but you know you can be content with things.

In Detail...
In a gorgeous bouquet, it's not the perfect flower that catches your eye first. Rather, it's the bloom that's slightly off-color or the crumpled petal that draws your attention and inspiration. Carry this idea of tragic beauty with you throughout your day, and appreciate how inspiring imperfections can truly be. Learn how to accept what you used to see as 'ugly' ... embrace it as a new type of aesthetic appeal. Be content with the unconventional today.

My Sadness..It kills me...

why I am sad... this is a feeling i couldnt resist..
it seems like its eating me...
and am getting weaker and weaker and weaker....

SADNESS

Sadness is a feeling - it's one of the many normal human emotions, or moods, we all have. Sadness is the emotion people feel when they've lost something important, or when they have been disappointed about something, or when something sad has happened to them or to someone else. When they're lonely, people often feel sad.
When you're sad, the world may seem dark and unfriendly. You might feel like you have nothing to look forward to. The hurt deep inside may crush your usually good mood.
Sadness makes you feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop. Crying often makes you feel better.
Sometimes when your mood is sad, you just feel like being alone for a little while. Or you might want someone to comfort you or just keep you company while you go through the sad feeling. Talking about what has made you sad usually helps the sad feeling melt away.
When sadness starts to go away, it can feel like a heavy blanket is being lifted from your shoulders.

Confused and Stress

Am i so mean??? Am i that bad??? I love him but why am i sacrificing.. I know he was also hurt but I am also hurt. I dunno whats happenin to me.. I turned weird.. Sometimes am irratated...sometimes am not...Maybe Im just stress..I know my mistakes... I hope we could settle things up.. Am looking forward to talk... I will wait if I have to.. No matter how long... Basta maghihintay ako.. i will wait until its ok and the other side is ready to talk.. I dont want to hang up like this,. its so sudden and i couldnt imagine that am hangin like this here... It is hard... Am not mean.. Im just stress out and want to be distress... I dont want to have arguments.. Arguments are my weakness... Ill just hold in one thought.."If we are really made for each other, and then maybe even how rough the path we are going to take, We can still meet at the end TOGETHER..."

I Love him......
hope it is the same feeling he had in him...

Someone worth every risk of pain

In a world where almost everyone you meet is a jerk, you know you dont need to be serious... Just Hangout. You can Pretend, and play with them.. Have fun and you can stop anytime.
No attachments, no commitments, no pain. Convenient isnt it? But at the end of the show, you know your still yearning for something genuine... You realize that what your really looking forward to, is someone who can look at you straight in the eyes and tell you that
"he/she loves you"...
Someone worth every risk of pain.....
Someone who will simply make a difference...
...In your life.

-darqtanian

another choices...

Choices...
What to eat?
What movie to watch?
Where to go?
Easy right???
But if the choices to make where, whom to give yourself to, its difficult!
Would you choose security or hapiness?
Security doesnt guarantee happiness, but hapiness gives security because it gives you reasons to stay, to love, to smile.
Whatever the risk may be, its gonna be worth it..

We need to figure it out on our own. No matter how hard would it be..
We must be contented and be happy of the road we wish to go..
We must be optimistic enough to have choices... and be wise to choose.
For it may be our forever decision and might be a regret in the end...

Wordings from you know who you are...

"Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love --- coz it's the feelings a human can't resist"

--- let us reflect on this line. this was so simple but so deep...

Cno 'tong mga DYOSA-ng 'to

My Skoolmates... Friends... Ka-barkada

Camille...Daisy...Khaeit

i never knew we can be friends... but as time goes by, we've become friends that i couldn't expect. I'm so happy coz they're one in a million.... ^_^

Be happy ^_^

Dont waste your time regretting all your wrongs. Know that in the end you'll get what your heart longs. Try not to risk it all, dont stumble, dont fall... Hold your head high, dont be afraid to say goodbye. Stay true and be you. Do everything there is to do. Live life to the fullest & never look back. There is a rison for the past. Love till it hurts, laugh till you cry & when your life flashes before you die, be happy for what you've done, be happy for you've overcome and most of all be proud of what you had become.


- this was for my friend Ralph.. 'ope you read this one..

French Proverb

"Try to reason about real love and you will lose your reason..."

"When you can give all the reasons why you love the person you fall in love with, you can also give all the reasons why you will fall out of love."


---Must reflect about this... hmmm

Am here Again..

It doesnt matter how long you've been alone, how long you've hoped, or how long you've waited. There's no such thing as a perfect love story. Heartaches will always be a part of loving. But remember - though not perfect - if that love is meant for you, it will stick with you till the end. No matter how tough it gets, no mater how long...


-- a friendly reminder from darqtanian

ALAS!!!!

Alas! My day of Full of Stress was ended..
My midterms examination was partly done...
I am so happy..

My Bertdei Just Passed

My bertdei was yesterday,July 13, 2006, i dunno exactly what i felt yesterday.
I had mix emotion.. Sad, Happy, Curious, Angry, Stubborn and etc.
Am now 20 and still searching for my reason to keep existing....

Sad??? Yes
Happy??? Yes
Bothered??? YES YES YES

I dunno whats happenin' to me.. AM GOING CRAZY, i guess... huhuhuhuh
:(

DOTA: Cool Maps

Wow

Resident Nightmare 2.4c

DragonBall Z

Have Fun! Mga Luma na Yan pero maAngas e /heh

Who Are You In Your Past Life???

This is a nice prediction made to know your past life.
This one is so cool...
Please paste your results in this thread. okies.
i'll wait for that.. ^_^

Predict My Past Life

Here's Mine:

Diagnosis:
I do not know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere around territory of modern USA South-East approximately on 1600.Your profession was jeweler, watch-maker.

Your brief psychological profile in that past life:Such people are always involved with all new. You have always loved changes, especially in art, music, cooking.

Lesson, that your last past life brought to present:There is the invisible connection between material and spiritual world. Your lesson -- to search, to find and to use this bridge.

Not That Tough Huh!? nyahahha

Mah Long Lost Dandang Bes!

I betcha you know this silly gurl... my dandang bes since my first year college sa Informatics..

actually tatlo kme kaso i must've not found Jicelle's pics but i know i have many pictures of us but i really want to publish this one... REALLY! coz my dandang bes and mare is so so pretty.. eheheh She's one of a kind eventhough we dont hang out that much, i know inside of me she will still be there whenever i catch some trouble..

MS. MERIAN BRION --> Certified TRUE-BLU FRIEND

BestFriend whom i can run to. One in a million. A Christian who will lead you to the right path.

O dba! Beat that Mare!. mwahmwah...

A Guy Decoding

When a man is quiet millions of things are running in his mind
When a man is not arguing
He is thinking deeply
When a man looks at you with eyes full of questions
He is wondering how long you will be around
When a man answers "I'm fine" after, a few seconds,
He is not at all fine
When a man stares at you
He is wondering why you're lying
When a man lays on your chest
He is wishing for you to be his forever
When a man calls you everyday
He is seeking your attention
When a man says I Love You He means it
When a man says He can't live without you
He has made up his mind that you are his future
When a man says "I Miss You!" No one in this world can miss you but him.

Chance or Choice

When we meet the right person to love when we're at the right place at the right time. That's CHANCE.
When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice.That's CHANCE.
Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice. That's also a CHANCE.
The difference is what happens afterward. When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?
That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling.
If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not achance. That's CHOICE.
When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's CHOICE.
Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive,smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's CHOICE.
Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by CHANCE. But true love that lasts is truly a CHOICE. A choice that we make.
Regarding soulmates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this : "Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to
make it happen."
I do believe that soulmates do exist. That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not.
YOU MAY MEET YOUR SOULMATES BY CHANCE, BUT . . . LOVING AND STAYING WITH YOUR SOULMATES IS STILL A CHOICE WE HAVE TO MAKE..

DOTA:War of the Philippine Heroes

I know this was an old skool map of warcraft but this is fun..
So so so much FUN...

play this with your audio equipment is on. MUCH FUN WITH THAT !!!!

Here's the link

http://rapidshare.de/files/25164369/War_of_Philippine_Heroes___MeltDown_V1_1_.2b.w3x.html

Am here Again.. SHaring

Never let go of anyone that you couldnt go a day without thinking about.. There just might be a very good reason why they're always on your mind. Sometimes, its the brain that knows too well whats the heart tries so hard to deny.

Wow Its Just like Bebang ^_^

Your results:

You are Green Lantern

Hot-headed. You have strongwill power and a good imagination.

Green Lantern 95% Wonder Woman 85% Supergirl 75% Iron Man 75% Robin 67% Superman 65% Hulk 65% Spider-Man 60% Batman 60% The Flash 50% Catwoman 35%

Listen

Sometimes we seem never contented of what we have, we were given good but we keep on seeking for the best which sometimes leads us to missing the simple yet satisfying part of this journey. Just like in love, we set requirements, we target the ideal, so where do we end up? We end up hoping that the ones we have left behind still have spaces for us. Because the one we thought to be ideal doesnt seem to see that way... what an irony! but i guess that would be reality.

Lesson Your Should Learn

People have different bad sides and good sides. Physically and emotionally.
I'd like to share an experience...

Because of my witch-y act i "usually" make-"pintas" of other people appearances, although am not perfect but it seems like it became a habit for me. One time when i was listening in a place, i made fun of the speaker (this is only code names to protect the identity of that person). I tease him because of his pimpled face. it seemed like he was a pimple that bloomed a face. (pimple na tinubuan ng muka nyahaha). then suddenly after a few days "SHOCKS!!!!" pimple starts to appear in my face.. Is this KARMA, i said. and then after that day pimple didnt stop to appear.. i was so worried its been two weeks since i had my pimples... IM SO SHY to face other people because of this ugliness... Although i know that i am not pretty but i dont wanna be more like a monster because of this pimples. YUCKY.

LEsson Learned: DOnt Tease Other People , Remember That KARMA strikes as fast as you expect.

W-H-Y

why do people blog? why they spend such time for blogging? what benefit do they get on blogging? Is blogging for lonely people... for the out of place person? why? People can express themselves in blogging without accepting and expecting such judgements that other people can tell them. Criticisms... who cares about this, as long as we have our own perceptions of different individuality.

Peace OUT! ^_^

Sauce-y

We can love someone and just be happy about it even if we know that it cannot last forever. It is not about owning a relationship, it is just about being happy because you know you have loved someone. There is a purpose and meaning behind all events and meanings develop you as a person and a lover. Whatever relationship you have in your life now, they are precisely the ones you need at this moment.

So Called--->>> "Destiny"

Destiny would only lead you to the right person but it can't bind you together It's you who holds the rope to a wonderful relationship, and with that comes your conviction to tying your rope to the right one.

TINATAMAD

parang tinatamad ako magkikilos this past few days.. gusto ko lang magbabad sa pc, ay hnde rin pla tamad nga ako kumilos e parang ala ako gusto gawin... /hmm hahayz BORING ata lyf ko ngyon ah. alang adventures... sus. cards dito cards dun, puro pusoy dos ang nattripan ko ah, pero alang sugal noh. kc ala nman pera e. past time lng po ^_^.
im wondering kung cno ang nagbabsa ng blog ko. dpat puro english to kc gusto sumali sa ADSENSE ng google but nadecline ang application ko kc IM USING LANGUAGES that doesnt suits for other ALIEN in other country. hahayz thats life kung ayaw nila edi wag. hehehe chige na dba sinasabi ko tinatamad ako okies.

NEW VOCABS FOR ME

bago to noh natutunan ko sa philo class ko

"TABULA RASA"

alam nio ibig sabihin nyan??
it means a BLANK SHEET parang ung mind ng mga baby ay tabula rasa. means innocent. empty as a blank sheet., ang bongga dba. ehehehe un lng cge na magrro muna ako. wahahah ADIK joke lng chige chiaochiao

Kamuzta Nman Dyeeeennnn

Ainako kamuzta nman ako ngayong araw na to. deadline ngayon ng research project ko kaso nman gudlak saken nahihirapan ako magreseach. kamuzta nman ako nyan. tinatamad nman ako gumwa ng related game.sus hnd nga ako marunong magflash e.kamuzta nmn ako nyan bilang isang kompyuter istudent. sus. ainako bsta pagbubutihin ko ang pagbblog ko para nman bukod sa ragnarok at magphotoshop, may ibang saysay ang buhay ko. gudlak nman dyeeen...
para sa mga taong interested sa mga artworks ko, mga kalokohan ko sa buhay paki puntahan nman ang album ko ng mga signatures eto ang link,
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v667/khaeit/signatures/
para nman sa mga nagffriendster jan try nio kayang i-add ako noh para nman sumaya ka nman hahaha /heh
http://www.friendster.com/honey06
pag ayaw nio ako iadd edi wag care ko noh
eto pa pla bagong blog ko nmn sana tangkilikin nio
http://darqtanian.multiply.com/
have a wonderful life n lng sau. ahahah saya ko diba.
GUDLAK TO THE WORLD. maya na ulit ako ay ppsok pa sa sinumpang paaralan. /heh /gawi
peace tau, sa mga taga informatics dyeennn PIS.

sa mga pinopromote ko jan na sites sana puntahan nio at more to come. ^_^

PERFECT PERSON

People change no matter how hard they try not to.
As you grow older, you mature and with each new level of maturity comes different ideas, different needs and wants. The person who was perfect for you at 20 could be the person you hate when you're 35.
Find someone who will grow with you, change with you, laugh with you , cry with you.
A person who fills in where you lack, a person whom you can fill in for when they are lacking.
But what about the perfect person, you ask? They DO NOT EXIST!
There are no perfect people, only people who are perfect for each other!

How true? real true! how awful to think but its the REALITY.

I didnt know i was looking for love

NOTE: Omigosh i just heared this song and it feels like i had been into a last song syndrome.
very nice jazz thingy. ahaha basta ang kyut e. this is by sitti navarro

I was alone thinking
I was just fineI wasn’t looking for anyone to be mine
I thought love was just a fabrication
A train that wouldn’t stop at my station
Home alone, that was my consignment
Solitary confinement
So when we met I was gettin around you

I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you…
I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you, honey
I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you, baby, oh no
I didn’t know I was looking for loveI didn’t know I was looking for love

Coz there you stood and I would
Oh I wonder could I say how I felt and not be misunderstood
A thousand stars came into my system
I never knew how much I had missed them
Slap on the map of my heart you landed
I was coy but you made me candid
And now the planets circle around you

I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you…
I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you, baby
I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you, baby
I didn’t know I was looking for love
I didn’t know I was looking for love

So we build from here with love as the foundation
In a world of tears won consolation
And now you’re here there’s a full brass band
Playin’ in me like a wonderland
And if you left I would be two-foot small
And every tear would be a waterfall
Soundless, boundless I surround you

I didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you
I just didn’t know
Didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you..Love…love…
I just didn’t know…love…love…
Until I found you
Didn’t know I was looking for love…Love…love..Until I found you…

Out of Place

I hate being out of place it feels like that i am an alien in the field of human..
i cant talk to others coz i cannot relate to them
i cant throw jokes to others for the feeling that i might be rejected.
i hate being an outcast on a thing & place that i know i own once.
it feels like everybody doesnt know me and everybody hates me..
it gives me a creep.. am afraid am very afraid.

until i come to the point that the only thing i had to do is to cry.
cry until i breakdown.. i hate that feeling
maybe i should not exist at all.

out of place is being rejected, being alone, being very sad, being no one

JUDGE ME!!!

This is my world, my own perceptions...
some people call me BIATCH, yes they know that I am a biatch but the thing that they dont know was Im just acting like a biatch. I can be a person that is beyond your expectations...



you can never judge me ... Im the only person who can ruin myself.



This is me, hope you understand

juz presenting my castle... ahahahaha

once a princess will always be a princess..

who own me? who want me? i own myself

becoming a princess is my dream.

A princess that will surely rock yo' world.

Wordings!

"There is always a reason why we have to move on. When we have to say goodbye to the feelings we wanted to stay forever, let us not wave our hands with a heavy heart. For love will have to set it wings free and find the place where it belongs. We may have lost it but then again, when we close our eyes and listen to the echoese of our hearts. We will hear that feeling resounding silently forever."

"Then we’ll know that it has never left us, for the good that we have become because of love will always stay. It will always be there reminding us that we should be thankful and happy, not because we have lost love, but because, for once in our lives, that feeling lived in our hearts and made us happy."

Disturbance Inside

Why I Feel So Insecure