From A Friend

It doesn't matter what other people think or say. I don't live to please
them. What matters is, I've made the most of what I have, I had fun, I learned
from what I've done and I've lived through it all despite the gossips and
intrigues. That's being real. Just live a life fearless of other people's
shadow...

This one is awesome.. These are the words that I've been looking for.. It suits me..

as i've read this phrase from a friend, Pranswa, it hits my innerself. and then I realized how much of my time Im wasting and had wasted. I lost myself. I never knew my own temple.As if I was been kidnapped and had erase my memories.

But now, Im back, trying to soar and fill the spaces and loses I had in the past. They are memories.. but they are stain in my life.

Lips on an angel

I love this song... and you better love this too.. or else?! i'll never forgive you..

LIPS OF AN ANGEL by HINDER
Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you I
guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel (And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why you calling me so late

CURSED???

Im so mad.. am furious... am horrified..
It feels like I wanna explode...
I just wanted to love and be love in return.
To be happy, to be really happy...
But why is it always in me..
The curse..
Am i cursed? am i a jinx?
Why is it me that is always flooded with problems..
Hypocrites surrounds me..
They are dragging me down...
I know I am strong... But why do I feel weak..
This set-up confuses me. and definetly tearing me apart..
I want to let the bitch find the bitch in me and
then its time for payback..

am hurt.. i dont wanna be lonely...

this kills me

why is it hard to be happy when you're inlove?
I worry, I do cry, I envy others.
I give everything yet it isnt enough.
Is it like this when you love someone?
or just stupid to fall for someone who cant see my worth?


-a quote from mae..

am busted.. wasted... why it is always like this...
am hurt.. full of burdens... and its killing me...

Lady Like by Storm Large

I love this song... one of my favorite... /no1

Ladylike(Storm Large)
I’m sorry about your girl
Little center of the universe
Axis turns the world
And you need a jet to get to her
Oh, the way she moves, attracts all kinds of focus
From all over the room
She smokes, not ladylike. She’s not ladylike
Mister, mister, big and tall
You take the world and spin it
You don’t fuck around at all, noYou’re in it, to win it
Then you can get the gold
And you go make some more
So you can win the girl
Cuz baby that’s who you’ve been working for
She’s big and she’s proud
And she knows what the world is about

chorus x2
Hey, what the fuck is ladylike
If ladies like to do what the fuck they like
Just like you, yeah. Just like you.
Look out man here comes another one
Well I’m so sorry about your wife
She’s up and off and running
Going on with her own life
Word to your mother
She’s stunning
And there’s a part of you
That’s just a little scared of her
Axis turns the world
And you need a jet to get to her
She’s great and she knows
How to wear the pants
And the rest of your clothes

chorus x2
What the fuck is ladylike
If ladies like to do what the fuck they like
Just like you, yeah. Just like you
Look out man here comes another one
On my knees or on all fours
From underneath Hear me roar

chorus x2
What the fuck is ladylike
If ladies like to do what the fuck they like
Just like you, yeah. Just like you
Look out man here comes

Headspin By Lukas Rossi

You should listen to this.... dont be sick of what I am posting coz they are really a good music.
They are history.. a stain in time...

Headspin(Lukas Rossi)
All I want to sayis you’re the sattellite in my lifeYou don’t have to lieYou don’t have to cry anymore
Lost inside your eyesThe vision never diesOh just take my handor float and never land
Then I hear you say“Let’s live for the moment this time”Then you want to keep me foreverWhy don’t you just make up your mind
Chorus:
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why do you
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why
You love to build me up
just to tear me down
Wouldn’t it be nice
if we found paradise someday
Then I hear you say
“Let’s live for the moment this time”
Then you want to keep me forever
Why don’t you just make up your mind

Chorus:
Did I hear you sayyou wanna be alone
Or was it a mistake
How would we ever know
I can’t hear you scream
You wanna be alone
I can’t hear you scream at mescream at me
I’m not perfect
I’m not perfect
No, no, no
I’m not perfect
I’m not perfect
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why do you
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Did I ever mean something
Did I ever mean something to you
Did I ever mean something
Did I ever mean something to you

This song was a record!!! It has very nice tempo, understandable and realistic lyrics and the message is so easy to understand... The rhytym is so easy to remember, as if it was a last song syndrome... so so so so so nice....
ROCKSTAR SUPERNOVA >>> one of my favorite..

Throw It Away(Toby Rand)
Verse 1:
I see the monsters causing trouble
In my head (oh ah oh….)
Hallucinations of a naturemaking me wanna scream aloud
Wake up girl your sleepy eyesare dripping morning sex (oh ah oh….)
The other night I couldn’t fight
and now I want revenge, my hazy lover

Chorus:
(I just don’t need itchemical dreamingthrowing it all away) x2
throwing it all away
These other people found the sequel
to my mistrust again (oh ah oh)
I want another life, to begin again
I want another life, to begin again
I can see the steeple,
Gonna kneel, do forgive my sins (oh ah oh….)

Chorus: ….
I just don’t need it chemical dreaming
throwing it all away
I just don’t need it, can’t stop bleeding
need a recovery
I just don’t need it chemical dreaming
throwing it all away

verse 1
chorus

Tough Day

Others question my reasoning, but they just dont see the inventiveness behind my logic...
or the logic behind my inventiveness. For that matter, my wackiness is attractive..


I got an argue with someone this morning.. My reasonings are misunderstood.. but i accept that fact, i could always be misunderstood. Because of my wordings, my thoughts and wacky perceptions...