Heart's Beating

Why when you choose to love.. it turns out a failure.??
To be hurt is natural.. but to be intentionally hurt is cruel..
How would you classify a serious intention over a tripper??
How can you sure that this is the right time??
Would you go for a friend or to someone who said "you love me but you dont know who I am"..

confusions. decisions.one wrong move could make me suffer.one move to know the transparency of the intention.one move to make a difference.

leave the past.face the future. be prepare.be wise.stay happy is the major goal.

Newly Found Besny

alam ko hnde aq naging mabuting kaibigan sau tpos my sakit k n nga inaaway pa kita ang sama ko tlga.. i just wanna say sori 4 all the things dat i had done.. and i know hnde aq karapatdapat maging best mo or friend dhil wla nga ako kwentang kaibgan.. cguro isip mo nagddrama aq.. at least i just want you to know that i dont want to see you sad and wag mo sana pababayaan ang sarili mo.. ghe til hir n lng., -sept142007 01:06AM

this was a text message from my called "besny"..
besny is formed last august 23,2007 by someone whom i preferred to be my best friend.. we had fights and argues and i don't know why its happening to us.. but seriously, he's a nice and real person.. real but i am taboo to meet him.. o.O we get along for a very short time and we got close to each other.. close that we called each other as besny (best friend).

as per the message above.. it definitely didn't end there. We reconcile and get along again.. we talked why we had fights so recent every after a happy moment with each other.. and as usual we didn't tame the answer.

but for the message above that i had receive.. although its full of depreciation and a landslide of self esteem its still indeed delivers a nice thought of being a good friend... a best friend.. and a somebody.

maybe the sender overlooked the fact that i can interpret the correct essence of whats he is stating.. yeah if you will read the message, it is plain and non sense but if you look deeper.. its a message of a confused but concerned person..

i had saw the sweetness and my importance to him(although it is not clear.)
and because of this I've decided not to lose this person.. I know someday, somehow he will be one of my special person whom i intend to remember.. whether he doesn't want me as his friend, besny or whatever.. i will not alleviate my concern and friendship I had offer to him once.

a best friend for me is a band of friendship for a lifetime. i don't care if i have a dozen of best friend, coz i know each one of them differ to one another. I'm happy coz i have a lot of best friend.. so many people to take care of me.. people who love me for me and accept me as me..

Beautiful girls

JoJo Lyrics

Love Stood Still

Love was a lighthouse
Guiding the way
We were two boats on the ocean
Following shadows that led us astray
Case of mistake and emotion
Suddenly you’ve drifted back to my arms
And while we are lost in the dark

[chorus]
Love stood still
Movin’ us together
Love stool still
Leading us towards each other
Now we’re back at the start
‘Coz while we were apart
Love stood still

Love was a fire
Burned down to the close
Waiting for something to spark
We were two fireflies
Thrown to the glow
Saying you lit the flames in my heart
I had my reasons for letting you
But holding you again
I know

[repeat chorus]

Now you ask me to stay
I’ll always feel this way
Now that nothing has ever changed

[repeat chorus]

Love stood still