Out of Place

I hate being out of place it feels like that i am an alien in the field of human..
i cant talk to others coz i cannot relate to them
i cant throw jokes to others for the feeling that i might be rejected.
i hate being an outcast on a thing & place that i know i own once.
it feels like everybody doesnt know me and everybody hates me..
it gives me a creep.. am afraid am very afraid.

until i come to the point that the only thing i had to do is to cry.
cry until i breakdown.. i hate that feeling
maybe i should not exist at all.

out of place is being rejected, being alone, being very sad, being no one