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Sunday, October 28, 2007

When Im Gone - 3 Doors Down

"When I'm Gone"

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Or maybe I'm just blind...

Or maybe I'm just blind...

[Chorus]
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Love me when I'm gone...

When your education X-Ray
Cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

[Chorus]

Or maybe I'm just blind...

[Chorus]

Love me when I'm gone...

Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone

Missing Papa

everything seems to be okay lately..
but after a long period of time.. why do i breakdown??
today october 24,2007.. i cried..
I miss papa..and i just realize it now.. at this very moment... maybe if i didnt saw a father-daughter movie.. maybe i wont think like this..
its been two years.. i miss papa... i cant help it.. i just cry..
i didn't cry for a very long time.. i kept the longingness.. the pain..the hardships of losing a father..
hardships of missing one.. i should have papa.. papa shouldnt die.papa should be here,, i am so lonely..i feel so empty..
why is this tears keep falling in my cheeks..

i am strong.. shouldve not cry.. i must be brave..

i miss someone that scolds me.. someone to correct me when im wrong..
someone who makes me pout and laugh at the same time.
i miss the moments we're together..
i can feel that there's something missing...
im not whole.. pieces of me falled apart,, and i can feel it ryt now...

why i remember you in time like this.. i know im not paying a visit in your grave.. it was my fault.. i miss u papa.. i didnt remember you because the day of the souls is near,, i just did.. my heart cant take it..

Saturday, October 06, 2007

What Happen?? I WISH

since September 22 or later date..
ive seen extreme changes.. changes that I am not ready to accept..

once ive felt sweetness and caring and love.. now i am feeling bitterness and less importance..

i dunno where did i get this feeling..u know what? I HATE THIS..

where is the care you used to share with me..where is the sweetness i had seen.. where is the love that i used to feel.

why is there bitterness?what happen to the promise of forever? the promise of being always there? the promise of never ending caress that i should have?

whats the problem?what the hell is the problem.

after those words you've confessed.. those words that are not harmful,though it weakened my knees.. words that I know true..words that from your inner self that knows no lie.. what happen? what just happened?
i wish it never happen.. i wish i didn't get the chance to know what you feel,though its a relieve to me..i am happy coz you felt something that other people cant feel.and you got the guts to confess.. but what happen to us? i had accepted your confessions and its okay with me.. but what happen to you?you've turn your back away from me.. and it really hurt me.

maybe im just overreacting but this is real. i never knew that we will break apart.although you claim nothings change.. but hey, i am not blind i can see and feel the differences that arises between the two of us..besny I am hurt. and i cant help it.

I WISH I CAN TURN BACK TIME.. The time that we don't have this wall that keeps blocking our way to each other..I miss you.. i miss the whole you.. i miss the closeness we had once..

can i know whats running on your mind?can i know what's keeping you away from me? is it me? is it my attitude? is it really the "KEYT"?

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Anu ba tlga ang wanshishi~!??

natawa ako ng makita ko sa isa sa mga connected groups ko ang post na "ano nga ba ang WANSHISHI?", natawa din xa actually.. ako din natawa.. kasi simple word iba din pla ang meaning sa kanya or for other people also..

well for me, WANSHISHI~! is a word na nacreate ko sa RAGNAROK ONLINE..
sa RAGNAROK ang mga tawa kasi ng mga players ay, wakoko,wakeke,wapepe,wahaha..
ung friend ko may sariling trademark which is nuninuni..
so naicp ko na gusto ko din may trademark din ako (nainggit daw ba ^_^) maliban sa party name ko na palaging "am kyut and u're not" (trademark ko na din un eh.. tawag na sken kyut.. ahaha)

tas aun nabuo ko ang ACHICHI tas ANCHICHICHI.. tas one tym tumatawa ako In Real Life.. sabi ko WANCHICHI.. hanggang sa napapaulit ulit ko na un at naging WANSHISHI~!.. kc ang hirap bigkasin ng chi kesa sa shi.. ehehe

so for me..
WANSHISHI~! - means laugh , sometimes i use it when i have nothing to say.speechless in other words.pede din pag nagpapakyut aq.. wanshishi~!

so, madami na din pla gumagamit ng wanshishi~! iba ibang versions ng wanshishi~! uhmm do i need to say sorry? kc gamit ko na din xa.. although ngaun lng ako naging aware na several people use it.. i think since it is a WORD.. its free, right? ^_^

Wonderwall

Wonderwall by Oasis

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me