Insecurities.. GET A LIFE

BTW this is mae, raquel and me..

these past few days.. somebody is breaking my privacy..

she or he is full of itch in her body...

INSECURITY is the right word for what she/he doing to me..

why should you be insecure... am not that pretty, not that perfect actually.

maybe because there's something in me that you cant resist.. you cant accept the fact that I'm much better than you...

well all i can say is "GET A LIFE"

My life was messed up.. and am trying to pick up my pieces.

Get a Life, you're not the kind of person that can drag me down..

FYI. i like people who are insecure with me... FAKERS. ^_^

From A Friend

It doesn't matter what other people think or say. I don't live to please
them. What matters is, I've made the most of what I have, I had fun, I learned
from what I've done and I've lived through it all despite the gossips and
intrigues. That's being real. Just live a life fearless of other people's
shadow...

This one is awesome.. These are the words that I've been looking for.. It suits me..

as i've read this phrase from a friend, Pranswa, it hits my innerself. and then I realized how much of my time Im wasting and had wasted. I lost myself. I never knew my own temple.As if I was been kidnapped and had erase my memories.

But now, Im back, trying to soar and fill the spaces and loses I had in the past. They are memories.. but they are stain in my life.

Lips on an angel

I love this song... and you better love this too.. or else?! i'll never forgive you..

LIPS OF AN ANGEL by HINDER
Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you I
guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel (And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why you calling me so late

CURSED???

Im so mad.. am furious... am horrified..
It feels like I wanna explode...
I just wanted to love and be love in return.
To be happy, to be really happy...
But why is it always in me..
The curse..
Am i cursed? am i a jinx?
Why is it me that is always flooded with problems..
Hypocrites surrounds me..
They are dragging me down...
I know I am strong... But why do I feel weak..
This set-up confuses me. and definetly tearing me apart..
I want to let the bitch find the bitch in me and
then its time for payback..

am hurt.. i dont wanna be lonely...

this kills me

why is it hard to be happy when you're inlove?
I worry, I do cry, I envy others.
I give everything yet it isnt enough.
Is it like this when you love someone?
or just stupid to fall for someone who cant see my worth?


-a quote from mae..

am busted.. wasted... why it is always like this...
am hurt.. full of burdens... and its killing me...