Me, Myself and I

i don’t like pretentious people, most especially for those who is very close to me.. Especially for my partner in life. it is basically unforgiven for a person to be full of pretending. It will make fool of oneself. and there is no guarantee that it will last forever. pretending is easy to say and do but hard to keep. i don’t know why am i saying dis to you. may be am quite insane or a bit disappointed.

next subject..knowing people... in knowing people you need a lot of things to do, a lot of facts to collect and a lot of analyzing to make. I usually thinks but at sometimes i didn’t use my head. i just go with the flow. I usually agree on things even that am not sure of.. I don’t like arguing with things. Knowing oneself is hard to do. it is compose of two parties if the other party did participate and the another did not then it is not knowing it is lying. I hate liars even though i sometime do lie. i do pretend but most of the time i don’t. for others, they must know your whole self by saying it to them. means it needs a communication. but if you limit yourself from saying things they should know, and then you dont trust them and you have secrets you dont like to reveal.

TRUST.. i do trust lalo na kapag mahal ko madali magtiwala kaso when it comes na may nabuko n sau. grabe mahirap tanggapin.pero ano mggwa mo.. sa mahal mo e. edi u will build up ur trust to him again. but what if. he avoid saying the truth and making you to believe that he says the truth.magulo noh. pero pano nga pag ganun. cguro dahil sa takot nyang mlaman mo n may fault nnman xa na gnawa nagla-lie n lng sya para d kau mag-away.pero he still keep saying na am not lying.. ung parang pagdating sa huli mababaliktad ka na ung tipong ikaw na ung hnde nagttwala. pano yan? ayoko ng ganito..

-darqtanian